~ Know Thyself ~

Know Thyself...

If I was able to get away from this world beleive me I would
Until then In my mind Ima be the lil engine that could 
Sometimes I feel things will get better at least I was told it should
But the troubles of the world are crazy even for those that are good
So what exactly is it .... that you think I must do
I feel as if I'm chasin a dream and I think you are too 
Tryin to make it to the top at least anywhere but the bottom
And loyalty is what i prefer but a large sum of them forgotem
My spirit wants to fly but my body stays grounded
My mind says try but society wants to bound it
Education ain't free and it'd be nice if it was cheap
The rich ones are on a spree while the unfortunate weep
The times when I feel alive believe it or not is when I sleep
I'll live my life always on the outside lookin in
Seldomly when I'm in .. the phobia of fake personas make me grin
Cane was marked with a scar. To show the world he was cursed
I was given a scar at birth but couldn't sue bc my gender doesn't carry a purse
I see the world very clearly but a times wish it was hidden
And what I must do to survive others may think it's forbidden 
When my age was pre teen everything was smooth
But jealousy ruins ur dream it often leaves a broose
We all strive to be winners but some of us lose
The path thatll lead us to success is a hard one to choose
Reason is we can't see it I walk through the world blind
One day I'll look back but right now I'm on my grind 
No human can understand... What goes on in my mind